I am turning 21 at the end of the year and guess what I feel like I'm a 12 year old. When we are young we desperately want to grow older to do all the "adult" things but it's funny how when we are old the world spends billions of dollars aimed at helping adults to grow younger and turn back time and all of the other gimmicks out there...but right now I just want to grow up!
I don't want to grow old, just to grow up and stop acting like a child. Recently I did some things which was very childish and just plain idiotic and being conned like a 12 year old. Im so angry at myself but I just keep doing it I seriously need to grow up. I feel that I missed or skipped the point when you say to yourself "ok I'm gonna grow up now and stop playing video games and watching cartoons and just grow up. Unfortunately I never snapped out of that phase and still do most of those childish things like throw fits when I don't get what I want, talk and act like a kid, being sheltered by my parents, having stupid dreams and hopes like having a happily ever after ending and everyone is nice like Mary poppins.
I really want and need to snap out of this before anything worse happens. I desperately need to grow up and not look back. I need to accept my responsibilities as an adult and stop thinking like a child. But how? How do I just click my fingers and just grow up?
Signing Out,
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